Lust For Pain

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The Love of your life... Oh how you betrayed them. This time it's with the most dangerous piece of destructive beauty. A person you can hardly tell actually exists. Are you going through the throes of love? Or are you just fucked in the head? Why do you keep going back and back and back again for more of the same? ...Because you lust for it.... You need it to survive in this world. Without the empty feeling to take you somewhere familiar, you are faced with the overwhelming fact that you are truly dead inside.... And facing that reality is a fate worse than death itself.

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I'm not invincible, at least that's what I thought
I never knew a love could cut this deep
I kissed her as we said goodnight
...But I dreamed about you when she was asleep

My lust for pain has chained me down again
My lust for pain is chained and bound again, my friend.

You swore you'd never let me down
we had passion hotter than flames from the void
You brought the light into my dark
And now I'm left to wear the crown
to keep these scars and bear the mark
And I'd never felt this way before
you are much stronger than any drug I've tried
And if she ever knew about us
the dagger plunged so deep into her heart
I know that she would die.

My lust for pain has chained me down again
My lust for pain is chained and bound again...to you my friend..
To you...

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released September 23, 2022
All music written and produced and recorded by Darrell Sharp at Dark Starchasm Studios. Mixed and Mastered by Darrell Sharp.
(c)Dark StarChasm Noise Theories 2022
Guitar solo by Jesse Taylor

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Spoils Of Grace Kamloops, British Columbia

Industrial... dark and experimental.. Made in isolation. And in heartbroken, paranoid, and anxious states of being.

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