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A Ghost In The Labyrinth

by Spoils Of Grace

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I'm not invincible At least that's what I thought I never knew a love could cut this deep I held her as we kissed goodnight But I dreamed about you when she was asleep My lust for pain has chained me down again My lust for pain is chained and bound again My friend You swore you'de never let me down We had passion hotter than flames from the void You brought the light into my dark And now I'm left to wear the crown To keep these scars and bear the mark And I'de never felt this way before You are much stronger than any drug I've tried And if she ever knew about us The dagger plunged so deep into her heart I know that she would die My lust for pain has chained me down again My lust for pain is chained and bound again...to you. to you my friend By Darrell Sharp
2.
I can smell the blood thats' in your veins And I can sense the fear that's in your heart And I just can't let it go No I just won't let it go I want you And no I just won't let you go I want you so bad that it hurts I want you, I want you I want you so bad that it hurt I want you and will not let you go I can feel the fire that's in your mind A love that runs this deep is far too hard to find And I just can't let it go No I just won't let it go Cuz I want you And no I'll never let you go I want you so bad that it hurts I want you,I want you I want you so bad that it hurts I want you And I will never let you go Never let you go
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Seems like not that long ago things made so much sense I'd thought I'd had it figured out but now I'm on the fence I wish I knew the reasons why you left me here this way I wish that I could find the words but there's nothing more I can say This machine is broken down Far beyond repair The man I used to be before I met you Is laying beaten down, cold and bare Now that all the damage has been done And the smoke begins to clear I can see exactly just what I've become Reflecting back at me in the mirror This machine is broken down Far beyond repair The man I used to be before I met you Is laying beaten don cold and bare This machine has broken down By Darrell Sharp
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Compulsion 06:44
This blood is sacred to me Atop the highest mountain Across the deepest sea If only you could feel how deep this wound goes down You would have run away Long ago You are the reason for my compulsion The ways I cut myself to watch it bleed This was the love that destroyed me The fire that brought me down upon my knees Down beneath the dirt I lay Rotten to the core and ripened with decay If only you would take my hard I'd show you just how deep these roots can run Within You are the reason for my compulsion The ways I cut myself to watch it bleed This was the love that destroyed me The fire that brought me down upon my knees You are the season of my disease The way the tides have turned to pull me down This was the world that condemned me What goes around has come around
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Obsession 05:53
I have crossed oceans of time just to find you And now that you're with me I won't let you leave There is no place dark enough that can hide you And there is nowhere left you can run from me You are my world, you are my obsession You are the wind that twists me around Beneath the earth that is pulling me under You are the grave that is dragging me down I am the wolf that has entered the garden I am the darkness that's tempting your fate If I cannot have you then nobody else can Our love is in blood now, you know it's too late You are my world you are my obsession You are the wind that twists me around Beneath the earth that is pulling me under You are the grave that is dragging me down You are my blood you are my obsession You are the fire that burns me inside You have the voice of the ancients You are the wildest ride By Darrell Sharp
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Never Enough 04:48
The lines on your face are burning Deep inside my mind The sweetest memory Is only but a dream The fear that's deep inside me Quietly rushes in I only wish for just one day that you would be my queen I love the way that you suffocate me Like acid rain falling down Lucy's in the sky and the diamond's in the rough And just one taste of you Is never quite enough Stuck in this swamp I'm cutting deep into my skin This pain is going to kill me Just for the fun of it A carousel of monsters is my only god If you would touch me for a moment I'd come undone
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Creature of the night Such music that she makes Drawing down the moon Crushing out the faith Spirit from the depths The mistress at the gate She is cloaked in darkness She devouts in wait You've got me wrapped around your finger Like the master and the slave Locked in the palm of your hand I've got one foot in the grave Deep within her heart Pulmonary curse Reflecting broken images Talking in reverse Her kiss is something dangerous But magick none the less Her love is such a tragic one But love I must profess
10.
I am become death Destroyer of worlds today No man knows more poisons than I And You You let me come inside Just long enough To feel what its like to die I won't survive this without you by my side And I will not let you leave this place alive I can see beyond the door It's breaking me down again We'll be together Or nothing at all But you You had to cross that line Just far enough to feel what its like I won't survive this without you by my side And I will not let you leave this place alive Would somebody help me find my way back home I will not let you leave me to die alone Leave me to die alone Die alone

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This is the story about a man in the depths of his addictions who begins having a love affair with a woman he has made up inside his head. The fantasy world he has created in his mind is becoming more and more real to him the more he sinks into psychosis. His new found love becomes the primary focus of his psychotic episode, and as she starts rejecting him,it drives him closer and closer into an obsessive rage. As he climbs into madness he takes on a completely separate personality, as if possessed.
His hallucinations grow stronger and he devotes himself to the idea that he absolutely cannot exist without her... And she without him.

"There Is a ghost inside the labyrinth."

A gothic love story.

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released January 15, 2021

All music produced, mixed/mastered, composed and performed by Darrell Sharp. Recorded at Dark StarChasm Studios by Darrell Sharp. Special thanks To Jesse Taylor for rippin' guitar solos (on track1,4,8 and 10, special thanks to "Burden" for the noise and sound sculpting throughout most of this recording ("you...are my number one...GUY"),extra special thanks to Fabio Lima Souto for the loops, textures and rhythmic pulse. thanks to Nix Nihil ("sexual demise?") Thanks to Pedro Negra and all the Vancouver Punx (I'M THE DRAW!!!) Under license to Dark StarChasm Noise Theories (c)2021.album cover phot o taken by Darrell Sharp, Special thanks to Max Hilland for doing up the album cover.

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Spoils Of Grace Kamloops, British Columbia

Industrial... dark and experimental.. Made in isolation. And in heartbroken, paranoid, and anxious states of being.

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